Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Complicated and Puzzling Mind

Today 21st Nov 2006, is the day that I am supposed to do what I had set out to do.Yes...to start my business or would I say provide a need that would meet many people.-21-11-2006 .I plan to be a part time lecturer and a tutor. I have designed my calendar flyer for weeks....and when I finally plan to execute my plan...........my mum says do not distribute it, its not a fixed place......how am I going to pay rent? RM 1500 + 250= RM 1750.........for her condo in Ulu Kelang.

I like teaching especially maths, soo far when I teach....my students understand.....yes the ones who wants to learn.........they understand and app reciate.

I plan to send my flyers to a target location in a specific area, where I am living for almost 2 months..I wanted to do the same thin this near Puchong...........buto something happened.....my hubby's partner AMO is planning to leave the broadband business as he would be getting married and want to look for a permanent job.Soo there goes off our plan to rent a better apartment -office and soo I could do my tuition in Puchong.

My sister asked me to try UK area, and advertise my services there.I plan to run it ......but my mum keeps discouraging me. I told her If the number of students is not as expected will re-route them to parents house otherwise carry on and build my tuition network.

Part of me feels like if I don't do well or the response is not good enough ....what would happen........

I just donno I am puzzled .....if the amount of loss id perhaps RM 800....that's all......

I have to be positive and believe in things......Im good at teaching....i have to belive many positive energies will come my way.

Love myself

Monday, October 16, 2006

Hello It is me

I was born in the year of a horse,the western zodiac is one of the water element you guess.Many people who see my pictures when I was young say that I am cute,beautiful.But that did not happen when I was young, as I was called black, like indian and soo on.

My Aunt said to my mum, her features are nice, she will grow to be beautiful.Well did the ugly duckling grow into a beatiful swan?......What is important is a good heart that is filled with pureness and a genuine personality intriacately woven with sincerity.

I had an elder sister who is 4 years older than me.My parent are both healers by profession.They are looked up upon in society and are categorized as noble people.

The Zahir, The Batin and The Soul

This is a place to release my past.............to tell the world of my life, to release any biterness so in gods grace I can start fresh...................when we release oursleves from the past that hurts us, we have freedom, we create new space in our hearts for a better tomorrow-Amen